Let me tell you story… there was a story of a girl who loved a boy. But it was more than that, it was a connection that went beyond this world, into the past, future and the present. A connection so timeless there were no words to describe their connection. Her heartache was like a pain never seen. It was as if her arm had been severed from her body, the love was like phantom pain, she could feel it but it made her suffer. A part of herself was taken away. She yearned for this piece but knew she would never see it again in its physical form. It was, who she was, but no longer could be. A fraction of herself.

She had a true belief that before now, the present, she and he were connected in some way. Even though she had no idea what that was, she knew it to be true. True like the sun or the stars. Something that was certain to come again, she didn't know when or how or who but it would be once again because a love so great could not just end with the night.

No matter what plane or dimension he was resting, she too would one day be by his side but what was she to do in the interim? What does a girl do when she is waiting on her flame to appear again? Seek spiritual enlightenment? Explore the world? Create a new identity? Hide in waiting?

Her suffering is unmatched, for her desire to be with her soulmate is comparable, unfounded. How can she waste the time on this earth before she is reunited with him? That is a journey she must discovery. Oh, what a long strange trip it will be without the person who helped her navigate these earthly waters. Like the blind, she will shuffle her way through this life until he restores her sight. Using her love like lighthouse, a beacon into the next life, where he waits for her. She knows this isn’t over. Energy is never ending and their vibe was strong, the vibrations that emulated off of their connection continue even in this temporary separation.

So she, will sit back and ride the wave until her time as come to crash into him again.